-i love you-

i'm not sure how many people actually read this, but i want to say something.

recently i have been going through a re-discovery of who i used to be, who i want to be, and ultimatly who i am, and i've had an ipiphany as far as my insecurities go.
it feels so incredibly awesome to be this close to my God.

and i just wanted to say something.

for those of you who feel like you've messed up too many times for anyone to love you,
you haven't.
for those of you who have pushed everyone away because you're afraid of letting someone in,
you're not.
for those of you who feel like you're the only one left,
you're not.
for those of you who feel like no one understands what you're going through,
they do.
for those of you who feel like something big, something that you might regret later, will help fix things,
it wont.
for those of you who feel like no one's listening,
He is.
for those of you who feel like there's no one to talk to,
there is.
for those of you who feel unworthy,
you ARE worthy.

you are so much more than you know. you are beautiful, you are wonderful, you are wanted, you are needed, you are loved.

i love you.

and if i could, i would wrap my arms around you and tell you everything's going to be okay, because it will be. everything will be alright. cry now, and laugh later. and when do you laugh, laugh like it's an infection of the soul. like you can't control it. just let it take you over and let it do something amazing in your life.
all things will work out in the end.

i promise.

"it seems that all my bridges have been burned,

but you say 'that's exactly how this grace thing works'"

mumford and sons - roll away your stone.